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Saturday, June 09, 2007
4:54 AM

Chapter One : Introduction

I had a dream last night , to be more specific it was a nightmare . I saw She in arms of HE . Here was what happened . He called me and said that to go over to His place as He has something important to ask me . I agreed . I put on my sneakers and went out of my house thinking what He is going to ask me . Me and He are very good friends , being so He gave me his house keys just in case anything happens He too has my house keys . I trusted him . I open the door with the keys He gave me , what i saw tore me apart . I saw Her in the arms of He . They were hugging and kissing , He was half naked and so was She . They were behaving like lovers . She saw me at the door , She tore herself off the arms of He and ran towards me . I broke down and cry . She said '' Joseph , what you are seeing is not what it is . Really ! '' I couldn't bring myself to talk to She . What i saw and what She told me are two complete different things . Then i saw He with a grin on his face . Then it hit me , my best friend wanted She to be with him after all and not with Me . I ran out of the house , leaving those two in the house still undress . As I was crossing the road , I was knocked down by a car . I died on the spot . The next thing i knew I was in front of God . I ask God '' God why did She turn on my ? Why did He turn on me ? '' God told me " Joseph , you have failed in the task of taking care of She , I have given your job to He . '' I asked God why . He showed me Fourteen things which I have failed . Should i tell She what i saw ? I woke up crying , for the next two hours i tried to stop the tears and think through why i failed . It hit me . After I turned 14 I was never there for her . He was always for her when She needed someone to care for her . They were on the same page for the whole year and me in a totally different entity . I was foolish to have not been there for her and due to my foolishness I lost her to someone who i trusted . I stop the tears and went back to bed from then I didn't know how to face She the same way I use to . I did wrong... I have failed . Please do not mistake this post as a wet dream . Wet dreams do not make people cry .

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